The THICK dreambook

People always say “it’s Saturday night,” so basically that means we have to do something fun for the night. As I am the queen of vampire, being a nocturnal creature has become so natural and easy for me. So ever guess what I’m doing on Sat night? If it’s not party then.. it’s just some relaxing casual normal night activities like dancing, movies or hanging out at some cozy place and have a chat, it could be anything.. gossips, jokes, mostly stupid-reality jokes which never seem to bore me at all *giggle*. So last night my life normally starts at 6-7pm, which I went to a coffee place to have my fav “teh ais” served freshly in front of me. The thing that I like bout the drink is that, I love the creamy color of the liquid which reminds me of vanilla and milk. Love the clicking sound it makes when I stirred the ice cubes inside the glass. Everything feels quite pleasant =) At the café I was discussing with my peers bout what to do later, lately I felt like dancing to salsa son...

So it’s 7am right now and I can’t get to sleep. It doesn’t seem to work so I guess I better start typing something for my blog. Currently watching outside the window, the sunlight starts to appear more visible and I’m still fresh. What do I do now? Hmm… when I start to think like this, the whole week had been pretty great for me.. my dad just gave me a reference book of writing and I loved it, it comes with blue hard cover, quite classic .. maybe it’s an old book and he doesn’t even know how much I love old books, it gives me this warm feeling bout something pleasant and maybe inside of me.. there’s the nerdy part that I need to pay attention to ;) Yesterday I just bought a new camera. Finally! All those starving and restricting myself from shopping some silly beauty stuff have come to bloom its flower. At last I managed to save up for the amount that I had been dying to have. Its definitely worth it. I love my Leica lense. It’s the latest super-zoom camera, just arrived this month an...

Blood dripping, drop after drop.. tears slipped at the corner of my eyes as my body grew tense, My thoughts were screaming furiously yet my mouth didn’t utter a single syllable.. The air felt cold and bitter, wished I could crawl somewhere deep, dark and warm… My heart was dying excruciatingly.. yet it wouldn’t stop beating.. My nails dug into my skin.. still I felt numb.. but the pain was there somewhere as if acid burnt on my fragile skin, as if razors peeling my thin skin, as if boiling water poured down on me melting me.., as if broken glasses buried inside my skin.. My mind was screaming but no voice escaped, I bit my lips till I felt blood soaking the tip of my tongue.. tasting the thick liquid in silent agony.. Dark fog surrounded me, trapped and helpless.. numbed and paralyzed.. Nothing resembled the exact pain.. Wishing somebody could hear me.. please someone.. somebody.. anybody.. Tears clouded my eyes..felt like thousand of needles stabbing my heart e...

So we were out dining and laughing casually at a cafe ( you can probably imagine Starbucks, Bangi Kopitiam, Coffee Bean, Gloria’s, Old taste or any other famous cafe in Malaysia ; countless ) as that were the usual routines of youngsters nowadays when they were hanging out and bonding with their beloved ‘friends’ during their too-much-free-time. Suddenly, one of them in that circle would speak out and suggested that they should check out the latest movie, and then….. there was this one awkward moment when one of them hesitated and said, “sorry guys, I think I’m kind of broke at the moment , so I don’t think it’s a good idea..maybe some other time..” that person sighed in disappointment, feeling down since he/she couldn’t join the in-circle ,have fun like normal youngsters did. After all, in these modern days… apalah sangat RM10/12 means to a normal city girl/guy right? Who are normally supported by parents or even self-supported and able to buy the latest trend in fashion or ev...