The THICK dreambook

Helo, its been awhile now.. i just wanted to express myself here. a lot of things have happened to me recently and I dont even know how to really respond to it. I feel like Im drowning but rising at the same time. Maybe Im kinda lost I have no idea whats going on. i dont even know whether its my fault... *sigh*... need a day for myself to think this over, to think bout my life... God I need your guidance... deep down i know everything that has happened must have good reasons so i intend to stick to it.

Surrounded by texts and endless scripts, Silent war constantly played inside my head, Expectation rose and filled with guilt, Controlled by rules and filled with fear, I longed to be freed from what I am, I longed to taste the most simple thing in life, Break the curfews and joking with friends, Take a day off and kicking the sand, Emptiness helplessly wrapped my lonely heart, Parents’ love was no longer touched, Only by facts and theories indulged.

Sent:- ‘Finest moment’ Music and drinks blended together, I cherished every moment that sang with me, As I swirled and drowned in ecstasy, So thankful for the finest time I had. Received:- ‘The Beauty of Youth’ Remembering the days when we were young, We laughed, we danced and we had fun, The songs we shared must forgotten not, The sways and footsteps played together, Our youth had long forgotten us, But we shall keep it here inside our hearts. Based on the beach postcard Sent:- ‘Getaway’ Waves curl and run free, Free as the birds in the sky, Free as the sun that shines, An escape for anyone who wishes, Join the nature and let your heart sings, Join the paradise and so you will see. Received:- ‘A Weekend on an Island’ Blue water sparkled under the sun, We dived and swam under the sea, At night the flame danced with the air, The sky was starry and filled with life.

The winner is Sailor Uranus from the Sailormoon anime series. She is also known as Haruka Tenoh. She is very close with Michiru Kaioh, who is also known as Sailor Neptune. They both need each other’s company and always seen together in action. I love her character because she is the most unique among others. She has the tomboyish behaviour and appearance. Most people who watch her usually mistaken her as a male. Furthermore, Haruka is relatively androgynous and she wears both feminine and masculine outfits. She is also flirtatious and aggressive. Her greatest dream is to be a professional racer and her best skill is driving a racecar. Other than that, she is an amazing runner. She always wins the first place in school. Obviously, Physical Education is her best class while Modern Japanese is her worst. Her favourite food is salad and she really hates natto, which is the fermented soybeans. Moreover, her favourite colour is gold and she wears a uniform colored in yellow and deep blue. Sh...

High Fidelity is very entertaining and fun to be watched. It is like watching a drama and a comedy, which is a good combination. I feel that the movie reflects most of our real live experience. I love the movie because it has good scripts and sense of humor. My favourite part is when Rob tries to recall his past relationships and lists them out in his ‘Top 5 Worst Breakups’. I enjoy the way he narrates the story and the words he utters. While watching the movie, I thought Laura is a bad character since she is the one who leaves Rob for another man. However, after the movie ends, I realise that she does that for a good reason. If she did not start anything, Rob would have never wake up from his comfort zone. Overall, it is a good movie for music lover or anyone who enjoys comedy and romance.

some background of my first reading experience =) Honestly, I started to have the ability to read when I was in standard 1, it was almost by the end of that year when I figured out that I could read and spell correctly. The first book that I bought was actually a comic, it was Crayon Shin Chan volume 7. I still remember the volume and how happy I was during that time. It was like a child who just got her first toy and actually knew how to use it. Before that, I would just look at the books as objects and just attracted by the colorful colors and the image inside. However, after I had discovered my reading ability, I was so excited and kept reading everything that was possible to be read, including a signboard at the road! Afterwards, I started to go to library at school whenever I could. I really enjoyed myself and started to borrow books from school. I love books, perhaps you can say I’m a bookworm. I took care of all my novels very well as if they were still new...

Blood and Gold is one of the novels in Vampire Chronicles by a famous Gothic author, Anne Rice. It is a story about Marius, the golden-haired vampire, who reveals the secrets of his two-thousand-year existence. He is a secret blood hunter by night, a filthy killer of humans and lives in a civilized life. He is also a patrician in Ancient Rome and the protector of the Queen and King of the vampires. There is a lot of history of Italy that is fairly interesting and a few other vampires he runs into but forgetfully, except for meeting Santino, an evil blood drinker who believes he is a child of Satan. Throughout his long life, Marius observes many world events including the fall of the Roman Empire. He finds mortals that he loves and converts them into vampires, but never ever remains with him for long after changing. He also makes many enemies with one nearly killing him, causing centuries of healing before recovering. Personally, I think the tone and the book is very depressing and sad ...

My handphone has started to beep endlessly. My mind has become more alert and focused. There will be no sleepless night and any of the nocturnal activities anymore. Everything has started to change gradually since the new semester has approached. Now, it is time to grab my notebook and pens and..well, obviously, get BUSY! It is supposed to be cheerful, I meant the atmosphere. Yet, it is quite gloomy. I met the same faces in class and everything was pretty much the same. I dont usually tell people what my real feelings are. As for this semester, we were asked to create a blog.. thus, reluctantly, I'm forced to do this (just to be frank). Here are two things about me. First, when I intend to keep my thoughts to myself, it is hard for me to write or type a blog for everyone to know. On the other hand, when I feel like to open up, my thoughts and ideas will come out as quick as the streams flowing fast down the river. This is because i used to express my thoughts and feelings through d...